A year ago

I know your thinking this is just gonna be another "Halee's hurting hear her roar" blogs. But surprise it not.

I would like to take you back to the 2nd of June 2011, I am surrounded with people that I love, not all of them cuz that would have to be a pretty huge room. But namely my husband Jason, my therapist Nella, my best friend Berick, his wonderful girlfriend Jessie, my moms Andrea and Paula, my baby boy Justin, my sisters, my Maria and Willi was my nurse that night.

I was really nervous but I had my husband's hand. I took a shower shave my legs for some stupid reason jason did his beat to get me relax. then they put in my IV and started my insulin drip to prepare me for surgery the next morning. I got very little sleep. But will made sure that I got a little.

When I woke in the morning my mom came down, with Justin still in Jammie's I think. It's all a little blury. But I do remember my surgery had to be pushed back. But screw all the getting there stuff.

Soon I got into the or, and a few minutes later my little boy cried and our youngest son was born and in his fathers arms. 6 lbs 13oz. And the next love of my life. Jason put his sweet little head next to mine and I was in love like crazy!

Today last year God blessed me with a beautiful angel, that He gave me the strength to get here healthy.

I love you Conner you make your mom and dad so proud. You are going to grow up so fast and I just wanna bottle up all your sweetness and cling to it forever before you turn two! Lol you'll get that joke when your wife has a baby.

It is going to be so hard to remember everyone that helped me. Vickie, lyn, Willi, patience, Nella, Berick, Jessie, mykalya, mo, Julie, doctor Sherrie Richey, cute doctor that I passed out on, Heidi, doctor Ross Tanner, catlyn, migel, Katy, Mary, and countless others. The nurse with the chickens that don't breast feed. Trust me when I say I am leaving out more then half!


The moment that little boy was put on my cheek, the moment he looked over the curtain at me I was in love.

Happy birthday Conner.

And thank you heavenly father for trusting me with his little soul.