My not so private nightmare

My own not so private nightmare

Today I sit in the foyer of the church waiting for my appointment with the bishop, I ultimately get to tell him ever wrong thing I have ever done in my six year marriage, which is quite an extensive list. Just when he thought I was a good person.

However, I am hoping to get some sort of list of resources to help me get to be independent. Because I have no choice, sink or swim which one?

Sinking is really not an option. cuz if I do so do my kids, and that isn't and option. So I hope I can find the swim option without sucking in too much water.

I wish things could go back to normal, but that's isnt one of my option, this I know.