Help I'm drowning

Help, I'm drowning

I have never felt so alone, I wish that I could just know what to do and just wish that I could magically somehow get a call back on the job that I have applied for last week. I wish that somehow I could get my next door neighbor to call me back and then just magically get him to want to help me. Then if at all possible help me to save money better, I try but I am very in unsuccessful.

I need to get through this for my baby's. For me. Maybe god reads my blog.

Maybe