Wednesday, August 14, 2013

Done! With you! Still

Ok so 6 months ago I had a conversation with a convicted felon, doing time in Goose Creek. The conversation basically stated that I was a horrible person that wasn't ever going anywhere... That was a horrible mother, and I was just going to live in the hole I dug myself. Oh and when he got out he would like to "fuck me in the ass" because I get out of line and that's how I need to be handled.

Needless to say... Last conversation I had with the man.

Last month received a letter... It says... And my responses to statements on said letter are in ( )
Halee,
So this is out of the blue that I'm writing. Well I will tell you why I'm writing, I was looking though my mail and found a letter you wrote me. And said to myself "I wonder how she's doing" (because Apparently he is the only person he can talk to... That will listen anyway.) well I'm not one to wonder for long so why not write. (Oh I don't know, cuz that's the only way you can get to me because I blocked prison phone calls) so here you are you get a letter. (Lucky me). Have things gotten better for you? (Why yes they have! I don't talk to you anymore). How are your boys doing? How was there (yep that's how he spelled it) birthdays? (Right, let me tell you about my kids... NOT!) Hey if you would or if you want to you should write and give me a #. (Ohhh can I?) well at least write me and let me know your still alive. (Um because I don't care if you know that I'm alive) you probably wonder why I care? (No not really) well I just do... But hey if you don't want me to that's cool. To well shit anyway. (What) I just thought I would write and say how are you? (Repetitive much?) the last time we talked didn't go so well, (you think?) well but that was 6 months ago. I'm still here and that won't Change for a while. (Nope not for at least 25 years) ( or was it 11?) but I still think of you. Yeah that might be hard to believe. (Nope its not, I'm still the best thing that you'll ever fuck up) but I do. Anyways I won't make this letter long (please don't) just wanted you to know I was thinking of you and wanted to say Hi (ok tracking) so now that I have done that I should probably go now. (Please do) so bye. (Yep drop dead) always Dana

Ok so today I was mad at the world. So I wrote a response,

Hey Dana, well it was nice to get your letter the week of our wedding Anniversary, my ex's birthday, and the week that my ex's girlfriend has announced that she is 2 pounds Heavier then me. Needless to say I have been busy, you know being the worthless human that I am, being a horrible mother, and of course decoration the hole that i dug myself into. I'm doing fine. I go to church every week, it brings me peace but I wake up and it is indeed just Monday. I did the diabetic DKA thing. My mother had to come pick me up in the ambulance. I'm sure I did that for "attention" not because my pump malfunctioned and stopped giving me that shit that I require for life. Conner is going on a pump too, not the same brand because let's not be stupid it has flaws and the bad mother in me just can't let my son get sick. But it should help his diabetes be better then it is now (which is pretty good) I'm have no doubt that's also a result of my bad mothering skills right?
Your forgive me for not driving 70 miles out of my way for you to tell me I deserve to be ... How did you put it. Oh right "fucked in the ass"
So if your writing to see if I'm over it... I'm not. Nor am I gonna be. Your gonna have to so some better talking cuz I'm not impressed. I work way to hard to provide a life for myself and my children. It's a lot of work being a bad mom. You know, because of all the kids you have raised and no doubt put though collage.
Basically I am thirty next month, and I don't need to be treated like the "nice guys" treat women. Sense that is indeed how you titled yourself.
It been a year sense my divorce, and 8 months sense I quit fucking around with assholes like... Travis, Erin, and .... Oh yeah YOU! And the one asshole I have to deal with is at least human, and not a deadbeat dad. That being said.... No I don't have a number, you obviously have the address, Hope your dead, um I mean well.
Halee Giese